Things sometimes happens for a reason, we fall a lot because we need to get back up stronger. Probation has been very stressful for me and I am not ready for tomorrow as i get my tag. Theres so much that makes me angry at the world, I don't want to be in this suckfest. things happens so that other great thing will fall into place, maybe i have to go through with this and learn it the hard way. It's a change and new things will happen and new opportunities will arrive. We must be patient. I must be patient. 20 moths is a long time and it will not be easy.