I guess things always come around no matter how hard you want to avoid it,for me,for you. Simple it's karma and it works every fucking time. You've lost your pride, your sense of ability and control, your fake brotherhood and everything in between. Your work will never satisfy and it's not reality but temporary income. You don't have anything to look forward to, your dreams were shattered when you failed yet again. I am unsurprised by what had happened, and for the first time, i didn't give a goddamn fuck about it! You brought this and everything from what has happened on yourself, time and time again. So why don't you stop blaming others for once, i mean what do you have that is indistinguishable? The answer is nothing. You have done zilch. We are equals. Everyone of us, so stop acting like you are a higher power, trying to be right all the time when you don't walk the walk or talk the talk. You are nothing really, just a fucked up crazy person whose addicted to his only poison and that's how you cowardly escape,and when you do, you bring yourself trouble and in stupid fucked up situation that just ends in your face getting bruised or your head getting smashed. So what have you done? You never really fought back, you never really did anything so i am just sick of your self-praising and you thinking you're ahead of everyone when really? You're just one messed up kid, who didn't learn how to grow up. Your poison and your ego is all you have now, let's see which battle you lose next, or when you're gonna just humiliate yourself again and again. I'm so fucking glad i realised this because it;s worth it now. You are dust.