Hello Bestfriend, I know you are in a lot of pain and misery. I know it hurts so much, no one will understand. I have not lose anyone in my life that's close to me to death before, so i can't share with you how it is. I really wish I can. I really wish I can tell you how much you and Akyn should have been together and not have said bad things about him. I really wish I had the chance to have met him, before he just went away. I really wish that I could have told him that you liked him a lot and made fun of you with him. I really wish i could at least say one nice thing to him. I read your post earlier and it brought me to tears. I realize how much it hurts to lose someone close to you, and i almost felt that. I almost thought you were gone, I was crying at home when your dad told me you were in the operating room. Do you know how long you were in there? I thought I was going to lose you, I thought that anything could happen. I kept saying to myself:"Marxie, Please please be strong, I need you to fight this." I could not began to wonder what will happen next or how am I going to even think of feeling and inch of happiness if you were not going to be able to make it. My thoughts were so mashed up.

When i heard you were okay, I immediately rushed to SGH just to see you. I didn't care what were your injuries or what your mother would say, I just needed to see if you were okay. My heart stopped when I saw you in you room, sleeping peacefully. I couldn't ask for anything more that day. Now I am grateful to Allah that he saved you and the fact that you're alive with just a broken leg is amazing. How powerful and loving he is. I hope you see this as a blessing in disguise that he loves you. I hope you come out stronger after this, I know how it feels to break a leg, and it sucks. Trust me, you will be with yourself and understand yourself more and that point you will be stronger than ever, cause you know what you can do without others. I know you can overcome this baby, I have faith in you and I am sure Akyn does too. Don't give up on him and yourself, he will always be there with you, that's the special part. I love you bestfriend and I know you will conquer this obstacle with a burst of strength. Have faith.